I’m so random!

The one person I wanted to gloat to about the Jets win wasn’t even in the office today. He was probably too embarrassed to show his face! Now, I am sitting here reviewing the standings and it is startling how bad the NFC East is. I mean 5-6 to lead the division? At 3-8 are the Cowboys actually still hanging in there? Can’t make this stuff up.

I’m pretty hyper and sporadic today. I hardly left the cube to experience human interaction, so I feel like I need to let it all out here even if it doesn’t make any sense.

I want to go on a trip but it is hard to take time off, especially because our extra busy seasons are the times you would actually want to go somewhere (i.e. January, March, April, May, June, July, September, October, November), so basically the majority of the year. February so far is looking pretty dead. I guess going south of the equator would be the best option if I want to warm up. My friend is going to New Zealand, which is tempting, but I vowed to never venture to that part of the world if I couldn’t stay for at least three weeks. Decisions. Decisions.

I know I am crazy, but I’d love to write a book. I am not sure where to start. I have a million stories to tell. Some are sad, some are hilarious. I just think I’d get a kick out of it! Do you think a Google search would yield accurate results if I asked “how do I write a book?”. My mom thinks I should start a series of children stories because I have quite the imagination. It tricky though – it’s been so long since I have been a child, I don’t recall what was appealing back then. Naps? Those are still pretty awesome. I think there should be little cots in the office for my 3:00pm snooze. My quality of life would drastically improve and I would be so much more productive! I would be willing to work several more hours if I could just get in that quick power nap followed by snack time.

Sometimes I wonder what it is like to not be single. It would be so much easier to get on a zippered dress. I wouldn’t have to practically pull my own arm out of its socket to get ready. I seriously think some designers fail to consider the single population. I’m convinced I would waste a lot less food, too. It’s so hard for things to not go bad. Even with cooking in advance and freezing individual portions, I still throw so much out. I never, ever finish my milk. Such a waste. On the flip side, think of how much less ice cream I would have right now if I had to share it. I’d have to buy a mini safe for the freezer to keep it to myself. I really should make a pros and cons list of being in a relationship. I just paid $150 to join eHarmony. What was I thinking? These things never work for me. I shouldn’t have to pay for a boyfriend. Just like I shouldn’t have to pay for feminine hygiene products.

The struggle has been really real for me lately. I basically abandoned my blog. It’s hard to write about your passions when you never seem to have the opportunities to enjoy them.

But I am trying to write something daily. Even if people don’t read my blog, writing in it serves as a distraction. Maybe someone will see it and relate and understand how I feel. Maybe they won’t. But at least I am writing words that are mine and that paint the picture of my world.


~ by wanderlust1011 on December 8, 2015.

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